i changed my mind; i'm leaving now.

new username; a__virulentkiss.

i couldn't sleep a wink last night. well, until after four am. and lots of cookies. and losing to myself in mancala. and listening to weezer, hot hot heat, and the beatles. and checking my sites. and adding to my collage.

no, those were not the reasons of not sleeping. they were the results of not sleeping.

oh well. i woke up at 8.30, surprisingly, which was the earsliest i've woken up all summer.

http://www.fallintoblue.com/jblog/photoboy.html

GO TO THAT SITE! it's a little boy named jakob's site. his mum is a photographer from deviantart, and i find his little site that way. he takes very nice photographs and says funny things, example;

Mirror girl

I woke up with my back aching and feeling yucky. I like orange juice and best week ever.

I got a new layout. It doesn’t work properly. But it’s cute. And I’m too lazy--no, actually frustrated with the computer-- to make one.

I finished the second sisterhood book. That movie was the death of me, I swear. Erdohwiehr.

I want to DO something. Anything. I’m so sick of the internet. It’s my demise, really. I want to interact with people. I almost miss school in that sense; almost being the operative word. As much as I loved freshman year [it quite possibly was the best year in my entire educational career], I don’t exactly want to go back…

I have to write this in word because xanga is being a stupid bitch and won’t let me submit. That’s why this is so perfect and lovely-ish. It changes my grammar and capitalizes sentences automatically. I hate it, but whatever. It’s pretty funny. It made me change in all of my to ENTIRE. What the fuck.

I haven’t received a phone call in about 5 days. And that worries me, which I hate by the by.  So, call me. We’ll hang out. I don’t want to watch myspace all week.

Actually, parts of next week should be pretty cool; what with stella’s show,  michelle’s birthday and possibly seeing jessica.

I need a new keyboard. If I’m gonna waste my life away in front of a possibly hazardous screen that sucks my soul away, I might as well have one that functions properly.

Adios.

new layouuuuut<3.

yesterday i finally saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants.

the great thing was that i was asking people to see it with me, but no one would, which was when rachael called me and invited me. hahahah.

laura and sarah picked me up. when we got there, sarah spotted jessica and rose from like, a mile away. it was odd. rose came with us. jessica went to graduation.

rose and i talked the whole time. it was a great movie; but alas, it was very different from the book. lena was a fucking juliet. wtf. don't worry, that's not giving anything away. it's just that...her character isn't even the same. it's totally against her. and they cut out her sister. what.thine.fuck.

tibby is my fave always and forever, end of story.

yeah. it was cool. i took pictures, but i think imma delete em. nothing terribly interesting...:)

bye, all.

YESTERDAY FUCKING OWNED YOUR MOM.

first stella came over, for we didn't have a fifth period final. we hung out for a bit, then went to royal donuts.

we chatted, and ate really delicious donuts. mmmm.

then we ventured onto walgreens, then to goodwill. but first, i thought i spotted a dead rat.

it was just tanbark. that was when stella spotted carlos's car.

he was in brentwood bowl. i finally met carlos. he's very nice and has a deep voice.

he was there for amanda. she was bowling for pe. it was a tad akward forme, but i didn;t care. i wasn't at school (: .

he then went to goodwill. for real. stella got a CHANEL BELT [and it's hotter than life], and i got a red purse [again, hotter than life]<333.

THUG.

"ERIC WAS HERE".

we then decided to roll on down to school.

but, stella spotted her father.so we went with him to comp11. they have a nice asian porn section.

and, like the good little children we are, we actually went back to school. just in time for break.

maryam signed my yearbook.

i took my sixth period final. eeeh.

michelle and i passed notes after.

hahahahah. she likes bread. mmm<3.

"i would like to make sweet music with him."

after school, i walked to chuck e. cheese with margaret, leo, lani [i cannot spell. all apologies.], kim, laura, and jessica. i made laura call sarah.

jessica likes feathers.

leo's kinda dumb.

leo, kim and lani went to kims house to drop off our stuff. we went on ahead.

we're cool.

chuck e. cheese doesn't let minors in without an adult.so we went to fresh choice.

that's no optical illusion.

then we went inside.

stella gave me those glasses. i owe her my life.

i witnessed jessica's suicide.

no flash. how you like them apples?

we then went to starbucks<33333.

jessica was in a deep think.

we love that hair. i'm mentally retarded.

OH, HE"S GOOD IN BED.

goodwill,twice in one day? HELL YES.

jessica in heels.

hooker heels are life.

OH BABY.

kim bought that.

p for pimp.

me and jessica bought matching hats. leo and lani were MIA the whole time.

i also bought a barbie compact. don't hate.

"this is the type of house where a drunkard beats his wife and kids" "don't make fun of my family"

yeah. we went to kims house after.

yesterday fucking owned.

yeah, still cool.